Lady's Sanctus

Harana

ladyinadvance — Mon, 10 Oct 2011 12:30:54 +0000

Oh yes! sobrang saya ng puso ko ngayon, atually hindi kayang ilarawan ng salitang saya ang nararamdaman ko ngayon….and i never thought that a simple song could actually melt my heart..thank you!……. Salamat, na kahit malayo ka nageffort ka na kantahan ako at haranaan ang puso ko…

“If i could then i would, i’ll go wherever you will go. Way up high or down low, i’ll go wherever you will go”………

”Every long lost dream led me to where you are. Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars. Pointing me on my way into your loving arms. This much i know is true that God bless the broken road that lead me straight to you”..

Pig-Out

ladyinadvance — Wed, 14 Sep 2011 10:36:54 +0000

Ako ang taong ayaw ng pagluluto at tumambay ng kusina ng matagal, hindi naman dahil tamad akong gawin yan, sadya lang talagang wala akong hilig at wala pa sa puso ko ang matutong magluto (saka ko na iisipin yan pag naisip ko ng magasawa.hehe) pero hindi ko maitatawa na mahilig akong kumain, yan na ata ang pinakagusto kong gawin sa lahat (wag kayong magtanong kung bakit nakakakain ako ng maayos kung hindi naman ako nagluluto, akin nlang un – i want to keep it private..LOL) kaya ng mag-aya sa amin ang aking kasama sa kwarto na magdinner sa Saffron, Atlantis The Palm hindi ako nagdalawang-isip, pumayag agad ako kahit masakit sa bulsa ang halagang AED 220.00 per person, ang mahalaga sa akin maranasan kong lumamon sa mamahaling restaurant at sa sosyaleng lugar pa (uu na mababaw na kaligayahan ko).. Ni-set namin ang dinner date ng Saturday dahil ang theme nila for the food was Asia-Asia, meaning lahat ng klaceng food from Asia ang ihahanda nila at the same time jan lang kami lahat available, so umaga pa lang ng Sabado nihanda ko na sarili ko pati tyan ko para sa pakikibaka at pakikibuno sa mga pagkain (it’s a buffet btw), tanging tubig,kape at tinapay ang tinira ko ng araw na yan para makarami pagdating dun (siba ko dba), at sinamahan ko pa ng pagpapaganda (ciempre naman sosyalen dun alangan naman magdamit dugyot ka eh d napagkamalan ka ng pulubi).. We went there around 5:00 to avoid traffic at makapaglibot-libot na din sa buong atlantis at makipagpiktyuran para may ebidins sa Peysbuk at the same time ginutom namin mga sarili namin para masulit lahat…

Pagpatak ng alas sais sumugod na kami sa Saffron at OMG pagpasok pa lang namin, malululula ka na sa dami ng pagkain na pwede mong pagpilian, it was like heaven para sa mga gutom like us and the ambiance was so greaaattttt, so comfy pati lahat ng mga waiter/waitresses. Every area kung saan may food may naka-assign na chef and lahat ng food masasarap,,ovveeerrrrr kaya hindi mo alam kung saan ka maguumpisa… I admit hindi ko akalain na ganun kadami at ka-yummy mga nagpaka-serve kaya hindi ako naghesitant na magsuot ng hapit na dress, nagmukha tuloy akong butete pag-uwe namin sa laki ng tyan ko (malay ko ba)…….Hai for 4 hours kain lang kami ng kain at wala kaming pinalampas na food..hehehe….ung iba nakuhanan ng pictures ng kasama ko, eto yun…

selection of appetizer....

served for us from a filipino chef

the assistant manager that time was so sweet to us at inutusan nya ung filipino chef na ipaghanda kami ng platter at natuwa naman ang chef kc that time grupo kami at kami ang unang pinoy that time sa restaurant na yun…

sushi alert

pwede ka ng mag grocery sa dami

diabetes hello?!!!

Our dinner date was so far the best and tiring one..The best?! dahil talagang nagenjoy ako at nasatisfy ang aking pag kagutom…Tiring one?!..sa sobrang dami ng pagkain, first time kong napagod ngumuya, feeling ko nga mahihimatay na ko sa kabusugan…

Saffron, Atlantis The Palm

Thank you Saffron for the supah dupah experience and Thank you Lord for the blessings…

MyEmotionThisTime

ladyinadvance — Tue, 13 Sep 2011 08:48:40 +0000

Highest Praise

Your thoughts towards me a melody
Strong and clear and reaching me
Your grace toward me a harmony
Sustaining all my hopes and dreams

Your love toward me a symphony
Unyielding power taking over me
Your’e all i want…You’re all i need

And I will sing the highest praise to all the earth
Through all time
And i will love the highest love who first loved me
And set me free

My highest praise belongs to you
It’s what I have I want to give

Wow! Three Years!

ladyinadvance — Sun, 11 Sep 2011 08:51:06 +0000

Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin mawala ang galak sa puso ko pag naalala kong tatlong taon na kami….Gosh it was like yesterday when we were still struggling to be united, to be strong, to build a new home and a family with God…Within these three years ang daming nangyare, may nawala, may kusang lumayo, may sumuko but God has continually blessed us inspite of everything. He showered us abundantly, ministries and committed workers were added, lost souls were winned and renewed, broken relationships were restored at till now patuloy na kumikilos ang Paginoon sa buhay ng bawat isa….He even gave us a bigger place to worship Him,, wow Praise God for that…Kaya last friday when we were celebrating our 3rd year Anniversary, all of us were dancing for joy, our hearts were filled with thanksgiving to God…..

Indeed God is faithful to his people, hinding-hindi ka Niya pababayan.. We may failed Him but He will remain faithful to us….He will still blessed us, forgive us and His love will endure forever…so we thank you Lord for the three years that you’ve been with us, for continually teaching us and binding us with unity, love and compassion.. Thank you for your faithfulness and we praise You and we lift Your Name on high…. All honor and glory to you alone….

John 15: 7 (NIV) If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.

P.S: picture taken by lablee

An gugma ko ha imu

ladyinadvance — Mon, 05 Sep 2011 13:57:05 +0000

An gugma ko ha imu sugad hin dagat ha langyao, haluag, waray katapusan ngan dire masusukol……. Danay hibabaw, danay halarom, danay mabalod pero dire mahuhubas…..

An gugma ko ha imu sugad hin gabi-i na kulang kun waray bulan ngan bituon….adlaw na kinahanglan ha aga…..kusog ha maluya na lawas…

An gugma ko ha imu dire mawawara, dire maiibanan umagi man hin bisan ano, nagada tubtob hit akon kawara…

Kun umabot man it oras nga ako mawara, akon gugma magpapadayon ha kaluyo na kinabuhi..

Ikaw it akon pursoso………hinigugmaon ko ikaw…...

hmmm i couldn’t agree more

ladyinadvance — Wed, 03 Aug 2011 09:02:30 +0000

Nitong mga nakaraang buwan, nahilig akong manood ng mga nakakanose bleed na mga pelikula,, actually its been my addiction for so long.. I had to admit that K-movies/dramas (korean movies/dramas) is already a part of my daily dose pero tulad nga ng ulam, nakakasawa, nakaka-uta pag yun nlang lagi ang nakikita mo…So i change my genre, ni-try kong manood ng iba like T-movies/dramas (taiwanese), H-movies (Hongkong), J-movies (japan), kahit ano as long as maganda yung story line and yes i kinda loved it……At sa dami ng movies/dramas na napanood ko, one movie caught my attention, at first nacurious lang ako kc kinda gwapo ung bida pero nung napanood ko na at nabasa ko ung mga reviews,, wow i got hooked and at the same time i fell in love with it…

But if you think na i’m going to tell you the story, sorry pero hindi ko gagawin yun.. LOL..i want you to watch it and find for yourself kung ano ibig sabihin ko.. Ang reason ng blog na to is to share ung mga nakakatuwang komento na nauwi sa konting diskusyon na iniwan ng mga nanood and by just reading those comments ay talagang mapapasabi ka ng “couldn’t agree more”….

Comment No. 1

Always go for the one who loves you more because in time, you would love them back.

In reply to comment No. 1

Time is irrelevant. Love doesn’t follow the mind. It’s more of a coward act, as you would choose the safer option instead of following the heart.

Comment No. 2 (more a reply to comment No. 1)

lets assume that the person u love doesn’t love u as much but there’s another person who loves u a lot but u don’t love that person… so then why should u go for the person who loves u the most when (according to the comment) the person who u love will eventually love you back since that person will choose u because u love them so much

In reply to comment No. 2

In some cases it’s not always like that. This is something that we, as an individual should realize by our self. You could love that person for so long but there is a limit for everything, even patience. Would you rather wait for them to love you back fully or go for the one who proves to to show that they love you from the beginning and doesn’t beat around the bushes.

Comment No. 3

in life, one half is our destiny and the other half is our choice…

Comment No. 4

this makes you realize that when everything around you is yelling for you to take a second look at someone else….hey maybe you should. Cause life has a funny way of letting us know whats best.

Oh dba talaga namang nakakatuwa ng mga comments nila and in fairness lahat sila tama….Hmmm, how about you guys what do you think?!….

random nonesense

ladyinadvance — Thu, 23 Jun 2011 17:31:09 +0000

pede bang umalis ako pansamantala? pede bang hindi muna ako makipagusap? pede bang lumayo muna ako sa sirkulasyon?….pede bang kahit man lang ngayon walang magtanong sken kung bakit ganito desisyon ko?!…..

kac sa totoo lang nakakapagod magpaliwanag lalo na’t ayaw kong malaman nyo kung ano dahilan ko….respeto alam nyo yun?!

haaaaii ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko, gusto kong sumigaw, gusto kong ibuhos lahat ng nasa puso ko, lahat ng sa saloobin ko pero hindi ko magawa…..i want out…

nahihirapan ako, bakit?! dahil kahit anong paliwanag ko iba pa rin iniisip nyo..

tinatanong ko sa sarili ko bakit ko ba hinahayaan na mangyare ang ganito…..bakit hindi ako magkaroon ng lakas ng loob na komontra….bakit hirap akong pangatawanan ang pagiging manhid…bakit madali akong maawa….baaakkiit?

kung pwede naman akong mkipagtigasan ng puso, kung pwede ko naman ipagpatayan hanggang sa huli desisyon ko…..

wala naman akong balak gumawa ng masama, wala din akong balak na tuluyan umalis o tuluyan alisin ang pag-asa at pagtitiwala sa puso ko…….

gusto ko lang naman makapag-isip ng maayos, pag bulay-bulayan ang lahat ng hindi na pre-pressure…..

ang hirap ng ganito…….

isa lang naman ang gusto ko ei, yung hayaan nyo ko kahit minsan lang…hindi naman ibig sabihin nun mawawala ako,,, ayoko lang…..hirap bang intindihin un?

Checking In

ladyinadvance — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 10:26:15 +0000

Mahigit na din palang dalawang buwang hindi ako nakakadalaw at nakakapag-iwan ng bakas sa blog ko, kung hindi ko pa nakitang nagpost ang aking kapit-disyerto hindi ko maalala na may blog pala ako. Ang dami kasing nangyari kaya ninais ko munang manahimik pansamantala, mga pangyayaring nakaka-uta, nakakapraning at nakakaubos ng dugo at nakadagdag pa ang pagkakaron ko ng sakit na katamaran.. . Pero gaya nga ng kabute, heto ulet ako sumusulpot, magpapakita, magpaparamdam para ipagsigawan na buhay pa ko

Ladyinadvance checking in

hanggang sa muli

I dont wanna say I told you so

ladyinadvance — Wed, 27 Apr 2011 09:06:42 +0000

Naalala nyo ba yung kwento ko about a friend of mine na bibong-bibo when it comes sa internet love affair?!..yung halos lahat na minahal nya ay nakilala nya sa net and because of that twice na xang nasaktan?if not, just click this >>paulet-ulet?! … Last week bago ako mag local leave, she was too excited na ikwento sken kung anong nangyayare sa love life nya, that she was really sure na eto na ung guy na mapapangasawa niya and that their future plans were set na like when is the date of marriage, where to buy a house and lot and where to settle down for good.she even said that the guy along with his mom was on their way to meet her in person dito sa dubai (he was from london daw)..for her, it was like a dream come true, an answered prayer from God (she said), at ako din masaya sa kanya kac nakita ko sa kanya na she was really in love and very happy but at the same time i was too scared kc baka masaktan siya ulet and minsan kac scam lang yun, (papaniwalain ka at kukunin tiwala mo at hindi mo na alam nauuto ka na pala) so i told her before i leave na wag maxadong magtiwala, don’t let her emotions affect her decission (actually sermon na may kasamang pagmamahal yun) and that saka na siya magdecide about getting married pag nagkita na sila in person.. i know that time i was like an evil witch trying to stop her from reaching her dreams but it was for her own good, so after that i went home and kinalimutan ko siya saglit (ciempre enjoy ko tatlong araw na pahinga ko noh)… After three days of rest, bumalik ulet ako sa sirkulasyon, chika over here and there with her ciempre totally forgetting about ung last na usapan namin..so lumipas mga ilang araw and then one day i noticed na hindi na xa bisi sa kakachat, hindi na xa kinikilig na parang may uod sa pwet so i asked her what happen kung kumusta na yung supposed meeting-thegroom-inperson at bigla akong nalungkot (para akong nanghina) at the same time nainis when i found out the truth….the guy daw was in malaysia along with her mom (they went there first daw) tapos nahold daw sila sa immigration kac nga daw may nakita daw na malaking pera sa bag na hindi dineclare sa customs so ngayon hindi sila makaalis ng mom nya, they can be free lang daw pag nagpyansa sila ng USD 5,000.00 so hinihingian ung friend ko ng ganun halaga para makalabas na sila dun at makapunta na sila dito to meet her, (dami pang kaek-ekan)..so when she realized that it was actually a scam she stopped answering his call and all (thank God).

After what happen, her dreams of building a family with the guy was totally sunked to the highest level and her heart was once again torn apart…. Pagkatapos kong narinig ang kwento, hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko, anong gagawin ko to comfort her, ang tanging nasabi ko lang was “okey lang yan, the guy wasn’t meant for you, it’s not God’s will so just wait patiently“…

In reality, falling in love is a risk at the same time a gamble, it’s like a matter of “win or lose” or di kaya a matter of choosing “life and death” (okey exaggerated ako)kac hindi lang naman oras at emosyon ang ini-invest natin, everything about us, our past,present and future, our dreams, lahat lahat na kaya minsan pag natatalo tayo it’s like 80% of our life was taken away at mahirap makabawi, mabuo ulet ung ininvest natin at pag nabuo ulet, i-reready na naman natin lahat-lahat ng atin for another gamble of love and Praise God kac by this time alam na natin kung paano laruin, we know kung ano mga dapat at hindi dapat gawin… kaso minsan dumadating pa din tayo sa punto na nauulet ang nangyari or minsan pa mas worst sa nauna and we can’t blame anyone nor ourselves kac pag-ibig yan BUT God (Praise Him) has given us wisdom para pagbulay-bulayan ang lahat and His Holy Spirit to guide and comfort us pagdating sa decission time..Mahirap, yes, but if we will trust the Lord with the help of the Holy Spirit and depend on His words we can never go wrong….

Always remember to guard our heart for it is the wellspring of life…..

Sadness Overload

ladyinadvance — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 11:39:36 +0000

Ikaw nga ba?!Pangalan mo mo nga ba nakikita ko na tumatawag sa celfon ko?!…Tinitigan ko pa ng maigi screen ng celfon ko kung tama ba pagkakabasa ko at hindi guni-guni ko lang and yes hindi nga ako nagdidileryo o nanaginip, pangalan mo nga ang tumatawag sken…..Ohemgee! biglang nagsomersault ang puso ko at naexcite dahil for almost a decade (chos!) now ka lang ulet nagparamdam….dami agad pumasok sa isip ko, why?!what?!..did you miss me?!na wrong dial ka ba or what?! ..pero ni isa man sa mga pumasok sa isip ko wala akong nabanggit,, tanging “kumusta ka lang at mataginting na tili at malakinikiliti na tawa ang nasabi ko“… feeling ko nga para akong kumakausap sa aparisyon o nag momonologue dahil walang tigil bibig ko sa kakasalita (na wala naman lahat katuturan..hahaha) at minsan napapatigil dahil hindi pa din ako makapaniwala na ikaw nga ang kausap ko….

After five minutes na paguusap natin, feeling ko nasa heaven pa rin ako, hindi pa rin ako mapakali at mapakaniwala kaya dali-dali kong pinagsabi sa mga ka-alipores natin na kinausap kita….Pero nung malaman ko kung ano talaga sitwasyon mo, ung ilang minutong ligaya na naranasan ko napalitan ng sandamak-mak na pighati….Why oh Why?…What Happen? Why did you do that?!! (hikbi sabay lupasay sa sahig)….Daya mo!…Akala ko yung paguusap natin ay hudyat na magiging okey ka na, okey na ang lahat, babalik ka na ulit sa sirkulasyon pero hindi pala…haaiii sadness talaga!…

Pero naniniwala pa rin ako na magigising ka sa katotohanan, marerealize mo kung ano ang tama at mali,, at walang imposible sa taong matyagang manalangin..sabi nga ni Papa God “I can make impossible possible you just have to trust me” so kung dati pinapanalangin lang kita, ngayon gagawin kong nakaluhod………..